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Mar 03 2013

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Uncertain Sunday

I am wondering how I could be more certain of my future. I stopped consulting the Tarot, it wasn’t telling me what I wanted to know, so I decided to accept my fate for whatever it is. Today I am uncertain of today’s outcome. I have several difficult tasks to do that I have been procrastinating on for a while. I have to make a phone call to someone who I don’t want to talk to. I am waiting for a phone call that might make my day. I have to do paperwork that I don’t want to do. I never put things off the way I have recently, and I am not certain why. I can’t seem to do these certain things I should do.

I’m sure billions of people are procrastinating at something today. Today is Sunday and a day of rest for many. I feel like taking it easy today and doing something I want to do, that is pleasurable to me, rather than something I should do that will bring me no pleasure, but may bring some relief once it is done, or may make things worse.

Ah, I don’t want to think about it now. I’m writing this because I want to, and in some way feel I need to, but it really isn’t what I should do. I know I should have done something else today, but I couldn’t let myself do it, but it is early in the day and I still have time to do something I don’t want to do, if I decide to do it.

L.A. Steel

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