I decided that fighting this world system of institutional insanity isn’t worth my effort anymore. I’m not joining them, nor am I condoning the system I am merely ignoring it. I don’t care anymore about who runs governments or who has all the money or power etc. It is all a joke. It is a farce of global proportions.
Those who run governments can’t go to the bathroom without a secret service guard at their door. Bankers live in fear and need armored cars to protect them from the billions of people who hate them. Stars and starlettes obsess over grooming themselves before a major publicity event, only to be humilated and savaged by the media on how awful they looked or how hideous their dress or gown or tuxedo looked on them, or how foolish they sound without a script. Is fame and fortune worth the
humilation and selling of one’s soul to attain it? I don’t think so. It’s humilating enough to have a complete idiot as a boss or administrator. To have to suck up to someone like that to keep a miserable job is insanity.
I give up, doesn’t mean I surrender it merely means I don’t care anymore about anything that has to do with national or international or local politics, or wars, movements or anything. I realized all of these things don’t mean a damned thing to me. I can’t change them, and I can’t change myself to accept them, all I can do is ignore them. They will happen regardless if I live or die and regardless if I am against them. It makes no difference to me or anyone. All I can do is live my life as I want to, forget the crap on network news, and forget the government. I must live in my own world, work at my own pace, live as happy as I can and forget the misery and blight of humanity. Christ said “The poor will always be with us.” Misery,war, poverty, hatred, will alway be a part of this world. There is nothing I can do about it, and nothing anyone can do about it but fight against it in our own lives, fight against anyone who wants to enslave us, and ignore anything we cannot do anything about.
If I am assaulted then yes, I will fight to the death to protect myself or my family. If I am insulted I don’t care. Those who insult me I consider imbeciles and not worth my effort to combat. If it becomes a personal assault or threat, then I would use my sovereign right to defend myself to the death if need be. But in instances of verbal assault it isn’t worth the effort to argue with an idiot. Depending on the extent of the ferocity of the verbal assault or injury inflicted on me I would either or walk away or defend myself physically if I needed to.
I give up trying to compromise with idiots. I give up trying to like people I hate. I give up turning the other cheek to crooks and thieves in authority who try to hurt me or steal from me. Giving up doesn’t mean walking away from the world, it means standing up for myself against anyone who would hurt me, and standing up for myself in every adverse situtation. There are real insane animals in the human species that will try to kill or destroy other people. We must understand that they exist and be prepared to defend ourselves if we are attacked by them. Giving up isn’t cowardice or passivism, giving up means we have had enough.
L.A. Steel
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