How horrible to all who wish to live,
when the loss of all desire reaches into our souls,
we can not deny its power, or our weakness to resist.
It over shadowed someone today,
a helpless young woman left delirious in her final hours
fighting the demons of hopelessness ravaging her
deteriorating mind and body.
What was left for her in the final days of increasing
delirium of rage and fear against life, and her lost
dream of hope?
I am sorry for all, who never new the fulfillment of
desire in any context of success, constantly fighting
chronic pain, only to be relieved by drugs,
until the poisons ravaged her mind and body.
She was a young woman who died today.
I am sorry, heart sick and bewildered, at how quickly
she passed away, under hospital sedation lying on her back in panic,
in fear she was unable to pay the bill for her care, her rent past due,
her boyfriend facing prison soon, no car,
no parental love, no one to come to her aid.
Good bye dear woman,who died by fear
of her remaining life.
May she find the rest, calm and peace her soul could not
find in life. May her Creator take her in his care, and
allow her spirit to live fulfilled forever.
L.A.Steel
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